A new year has begun…saw its coming in while in El Centro, California, spending time with our daughter Tamara, her husband Benny, and our amazing granddaughter Chela.  We just returned home from spending nearly a month in California with our kids.  Now I am back home and looking at what a new year will bring.

My re-entry into home life is never easy for me.  Perhaps if I had a “job” to go to, it would make the transition easier because of necessity!  Now that I am retired my schedule and life is solely determined by what decisions I make and what I can do with my time.  As I look forward into this new year, I am wondering what will come and what will I embrace.  I have a little plaque beside  me that was given to me as a gift that says…”you are unrepeatable there’s a uniqueness about you that’s all your own”…I am hoping that is a compliment!!!!  Most of the time the only thing not repeatable is “my language”!!!!!  So in my unrepeatable uniqueness what will 2010 bring?  Not sure, but today as I have spent time reading other people’s blogs and their thoughts…I feel very shallow and very disappointed with who I am today…just my feelings…may not be the truth…but there it is in “black and white”…I have said it and written it down…so now what will I do with it????  Let’s see………

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